Dreamer

“It kills me that I see you every day and I know things can never be the same. I hate not talking to you, but I know it’s the only way to get over you. You hurt me more than I deserve, and I need to learn how to be more independent. But I just.. I miss you. Not because I can’t have you, because I could. Not because you’re far away, because you’re not. Not because you hate me, because you don’t. I miss the way things used to be; the way you used to be. I miss us. Our stupid jokes, our cute moments…They were what I lived for, and now that they’re gone and probably will never come back…I’m just lost.”